chiggerthea

NEW LJ!!

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 23:03:22 GMT

http://www.livejournal.com/users/drunknlullabys/

new lj ADD ME!

ps if your willing to help me do the html ill love you always

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 03:40:19 GMT

i hate livejournal!! its so gay and yes im doing this for you brittany..i have no clue why but ok

i just cut my hair it looks the same but i have bangs to the side with more layers so dont freak out haha its still the same length..damb im so stressed out dude..school sucks i cant wait till i go to chandler next yizzear!! so yeah i hate that guy angelo..carlos is with hes such a fag..literally..and not because he is an ass i heard him talking about "some boy" in the hallway..and the sad thing is he was around the corner and carlos walked me to class i soo wish carlos would have heard it for himself..because he was all saying "he doesnt understand i just want to be friends" when hes all up on carlos its so gay i wanna punch him dude!!

GERR so yeah sergio aka huggy bear called me today we talked forever and he sang a song for me god me wove him haha it was in spanish and we were laphing alot it was awesome. were hanging out at his house saturday..beeyotch

i wont have anything to say really until tomorrow when shit goes down..what sucks is im misisng trishas party, that fag dance i wasnt gonna go to anyways, chillen with sergio and even going out but im so busy with the president of hottopic and the whole "im getting a job" thing..its gay

COMMENT BITCHES!!

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 14:53:44 GMT

well gee whiz im a loser i woke up SOO early because i thought it was friday..even though last night was friday..and i thought i had school so i was picking out my clothes and realized it was saturday mwahaha..last night was really fun considering i got diched but i wont name names..lol i went to the mall and hung out with kirby, gabe, 3 asian kids, 2 white kids, amber and sage, and i saw my long lost babys daddy chris!! MWAHAH...it was so fun we were being so stupid cuz this kid was wearing "the bad color" and we all pointed and got scared haha..just some fun shit some fat ass like 300 pound (literally im not being dramatic) girl wanted to start shit with me beceause i tried to cut through her and her boyfriend to get out and NOOOO she takes up the whole fucking exit..and she goes "HERE HOW ABOUT I MOVE FOR YOU BITCH" i was like "NO ITS NOT NECISARRY YOU HAVE TO LEAVE THE BUILDING AND STEP IN BECAUSE YOU CANT "MOVE"...and so on from there it was realy fucking gay. and she was wearing a fucking spaghetti strap that said HOTTIE ohhhhh

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 01:13:57 GMT

umm yeah not alot is going on that people already know about..

im still unsure wheere i stand with everybody
so yeah..heres more pixsrc="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v90/chiggerthea/carlosandmwah.bmp">

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 01:13:56 GMT

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 03:42:33 GMT

i feel so shitty dude..im so confused and i dont know what to do anymore..

i just wanna give up

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 01:19:47 GMT

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 20:55:24 GMT

this summer sucks nuts..me and ricky like temorarily broke up i said dont call me for a week just leave me alone and the beeyotch couldnt even go a day without crying to be how much he loves me and he doesnt wanna loser me i was like boo fah-riggity hoo you dont know how to treat a lady..so yeah thats that well see what happens

SERGIO aka huggy bear called me at 11 friggin am..and that sucked.because he woke me up and my tummy huwts. we will play laser tag see a movie and have a slumber party tonight. i wove you huggy bear. jk lol

JR AND DAMIAN IF YOU READ THIS YOU HOES NEED TO CALL ME!
1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 06:49:24 GMT

new pic. comment.

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 01:10:34 GMT

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LIVEJOURNAL!

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 06:11:40 GMT

dude livejhournal sucks because im a loser and nobody comments haha ..i use to get hella comments when ppl KNEW i had a lj but then i stopped using it for like..ever..and now i use it again and IM STILL A LOSER haha!! ok seriously..if i dont get at least 1 comment on this post i will be emo and cry.

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 10:01:37 GMT

wow dude..casualties really really REALLY fucking sold out. i love their music..just..selling out..fuck!! :( some people cant even spell the ADICTS**** right OR THE FUCKING CASUALTIES** ONE S ONE D DARLING!! >:/ DAMB HOMIES!im gona put some old pix and crap on here.. just for the hell of it because I NEVER EVER EVER GET COMMENTS UNLESS I POST PICTURES THEN EVERYBODY THINKS IM ALL CONCIETED NO I JUST DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS PLEASE BE MY FWIEND!! :-D

i miss my skunkin hair

I LOOK LIKE A PUPPY haha

THESE ARE My MOST FUCKING FAVORITEST SHOES EVAH!! PIRRRRATE!! ARR!!

i miss my pink hair.. and no im not pointing at anything. its supose to be like "ohh yeah im smoooooovvvv as buttah. with the eyebrow thing" haha

ROCK OUT!!

it looks like half my eyebrows dissapeared...except for that like..they didnt..so like..yeah!! huy yuk!! haha jk

TELLLLLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THHHHHHHHHHATTTTTTT YOUUUUUUU LOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEE MMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PPPPPPPPPPLEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

wow..what a fucking difference...from the last post haha

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 00:24:49 GMT

mwahhha

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 09:04:27 GMT

COMMENT BITCHES

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 23:19:34 GMT

damb well nobody ever comments on my lj so i feel like SUCH a hardcore lozer.. :( this summer has seriously sucked i havent left the house with my friends more than once..literally..and nobody has come over i went to heathers once but she was mad at me cuz i spilled black eyeshadow all over her carpet..oops..and now her doggy hates me hehe i dyed my hair black again buti totally miss the pink now..i should have done it GREEN...i promise green is definetly next as soon as i get some money..about 50 dollars or more of it..because thats how much it takes to bleach out this god forsaken THICK BLACK HAIR!! GERRR!! i wish my hair was thinner .. or there was less of it..its sad 1 box of hairdye doesnt even work i need 2 and my hair is STILL SHORT!!i fucking dont wanna go back to school.on the fucking 27th fuck that and i dont wanna go to husky days when we have to get up at fucking 10 am right when i go to sleep..and then stay there with the assload of faggots that go to that school..fucking preppy kids..for 2 whole hours standing in line to do something that only takes 5 mins then i have to get a damb schedule change because NOBODY TOLD ME I HAD TO TAKE ANOTHER YEAR OF THE SAME LANGUAGE..GERR i fuckign HATE hamilton all my friends are at chandler i miss you guys so fucking much..like lindsay and larissa and amanda and jimmy and brad and dusty and all you guys!! I REFUSE TO TAKE ANOTHER YEAR AT HAMILTON ILL FUCKING CRY MY EYES OUT THE EMO WAY IF I HAVE TO!! FUCK HAMILTON YOU CAN KISS MY ASS

not that theres anything wrong with the ppl i hang out with at hamilton. for the most part you guys are awesome. i love you all!

new hair...well ..kinda

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 08:43:04 GMT

wow hella memories are coming back ..

im glad shit got cleared up and i wonder..

sorry
(Anonymous)
2004-01-09 06:23 (link)
i fucked up, i know i did and you gave me another chance... i hurt you, which is the last thing i ever wanted to do and i hate myself for it, but you still stick with me... i dont deserve you, and yet you are present in my life.... i cryed myself to sleep last night, knowing how i failed you will interment me forever. i will never forgive myself for what i did to you, and neither should you... i dont care how long, or how much it will take. i am willing to do anything to resilient your trust and love... i truly am sorry Thea. i will never hurt you again, it kills me knowing that i did that to you even once, i hate myself for this. i deserve all of the hate, rage and fury that i could ever receive for the rest of my life...you make me so happy, as i will also make you one day. i love you with all of my pathetic heart, i want to spend the rest of my life with you, but only if you let me, and if that is what you truly want. i love you and alwayz will x Ricky

i really really hope he meant that

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 01:18:18 GMT

woot woot i did my new layout i wove it..i tried to bleach my hair using 1 pack of bleach..smart considering i need about 10 haha and 1 only covers about 2 inches of hair if i wanna bleach it twice...

so yeah ricky told me he liked it black..so i dyed it black just like that using some black hair dye..for black people. its called "soft sheen" haha i missed some spots though haha what a loser..probably bcuz its for guys and thy dont put as much dye in because guys have short hair and mins so damb thick..so yeah i got it all over the wood cabinets and my asian mom is popping eggrolls right now mwahaha shes probably gonna shave my head if i do it agian haha..wow..an asian skinhead?

you racist biotches..mwahaha..im black!! silly

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 06:45:47 GMT

ahh today was like boring yo! i got up around 4 ish then watched scary movie 3 wasnt that great..then got redy and went to the dollar movies with my dad and watched man on fire it was good..yeah then i went to wendyz got a fwosty came home ricky called me ..we hung up he called me back he was being a little bitch so i was one right back then hes liek OK TALK TO U TOMORROW i was like ok bye skippy hes like NO WAIT ill call you in 2 hours iw asl ike ok good luck hes like please i was like yes sir! then i tried to bleach like the bottom half of my hair to see how it would turn out and it didnt do much diff expect for the piece i bleached 2ce its now white should i bleach my hair platinum blonde?

gimme whatcha think

thea

dude!

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 05:45:08 GMT

dude..u know what ive noticed..im really fucking bored with my life rightnow..like seriously i dont even go out anymore to anything..to friends to movies to shows to parties to shit..i sleep all day and stay home talking to ricky..hes the only thing im not bored with..im so bored with myself too..i feel like i need to be changed for some reason..oh well

today i went to see white chicks with my mom it was hella hella funny i cried haha..then i hung out with brandon jr and zeus for a little bit they were raggin on my about my hair and my swimsuit i was buying haha. damb jr..that kid has some big ears..i miss hanging out with the boys..fuck!!

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 09:30:05 GMT

TELL ME YOU LOVE ME PLEASE!!!

emocore

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 06:34:46 GMT

god damb i hate being such a little emo..emoz=fagz..i fucking miss ricky so god damb much dude..i just cry when i think about how long its gonna be until i see him again and until i get to feel and hold him..its such a great feeling when im with him im so fucking happy..i dont even care that he messed up in the past because we both know she was a huge ass mistake..i gotta admit shes a nice girl though..but still..im not gonna let the past get to me..im over it and it just hurts wondering if i wasnt worth it.i doubt it..but still..yesterday was so fun..we just layed in bed together and hugged and kissed eachother just saying how much we love eachother..i dont even need to know hes sorry..i can see how much he loves me in my eyes..im gona spend my life with this boy..i cant wait to be with him everything will be so perfect..hes the one for me and i know for a fact were gonna be together forever..no doubts..and you guys can tell me however you feel about him if you like him or hate him nobody will ever change my mind about him..im so in love with ricky..and nothing will ever make it fade..thats a fact..i am sorry i ever hurt him..nothing was ever worth his tears..but it sucks when we know were just hurting eachother when its time for him to leave and we both just hold eachother and you know in that one last moment thats the last time well be in eachothers arms looking in eachothers eyes for months at a time..but everything in between those few months just builds up for the next time we get to be together..im gonna marry this boy..and theres nothing id rather do than spend my life with him x i lay down and i start to cry, but you never ask me why, why i sing my lullaby X

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 02:55:37 GMT

i fucking love ricky so much..im gona spend the rest of my fucking life with this boy

hes the only other half
that will ever make me whole..
<3

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 17:51:44 GMT

haha today is my 15th birthay..eyes thats right hella ppl thought i was turning 17 haha their like damb ur still 14 your a baby! im like fukc yeah i am im rickys babay ahaha jk..i get to see him today in about 30 mins im sooo exiiited!! hehelast night hwas like were leaving at 8 jso we can bve there around 11 haha so hes like cal me and wake me up at 6:30 i was like fuck no im gona be sleeping nigga! he was like do it or ill come late so i wtold him id stay up all nigth haha of course i fell asleep and then i woke up at 7 which is a miracle..my aunt dropped me $100 my moma gave me $20 plus this trip becase she hates ricky haha and this was my present to come see him and my cousin gave me a necklace and $20 and my OTHER aun t..well im still waiting for her cheap ass mwaha..jk my momy bought me pink the perfume cuz i was all out but i just got the small one..and my other aunt got me ralph lauren :ralph cool mwahaha~! hahai told ricky i didnt want anything but u know ima jack that fool haha i soo cant wait to see him haha i havent seen him since valentines day..god damb i love that kid so much!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! xtheax

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 03:42:58 GMT

ahh so i got up at 4:30 this morning...which really sucks cuz we were at the airport at like 5:45 so yeah that only gve me like 10 mins to get ready but whatever..the lady at the gate was a little bitch and whatnot so yeah..then i got on the plane and at 9:15 i got here in oakland..damb i was still hella tired but i just kicked it with my uncle it was cool..then i ate lotz of food..my cousin had her baby like last night i think she named him alexander,,u know..like the great..i called ricky to see whatds up for sunday but first his momma said he wasnt home then christian said he was at a show so idk how that goes..so yeah good luck for him i guess..but its all good sunday ill be turning 15 and ill be spending it with my baby :P hehei just hella ate and im friggin full..im gona dye my hair in the next couple of days and put red over it so it turns a darker pink so yeah thats that..well..later kids comment!
love...
(TO MOST..)
thea

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 23:14:33 GMT

ahh i just got back from the dentist i HATE going there! i went to get my fillings done cuz like 2 of them cracked..but i have like 2 or 3 more cavities that need to be filled.omg i need a root canal too..:( i have to get it done when i come back from california though..biut DUDE they stuck 2 friggin 3 and a half inch needles into my mouth to give me a shot it sucked so bad..now the whole right side of my face is numb jhaha i hate that feeling but my sister is worse she looks like she had a stroke cuz she cant move the right side hahaha its sooo funny when she smiles only 1 side goes up hahaha lmao